Hey guys...n girls. N whoever is reading my blog or this post. Its 2:28am and its Wednesday (+8). So here I am sitting in front of my phone blogging and thinking. Thinking if there is a meaning to what I am about to say here in this blog.
I have been having dreams lately. After so long... Recently, I have been having this dream about my ex girlfriend. If u read one of my post before, I made a confession to a girl named Elina. Yeah...shes the one. Its been 3 days now...and everytime I lay down and sleep....I dream of her. I dont know if there is anything to it...but, it still kinda made me think....is there really no meaning? Is it really JUST a dream? Not that I wanna make a big deal out of it but I was kinda wondering. Wondering whether or not these dreams I am having... Is there any significance in it? Or is it just me...and a dream. To make simple of what my dreams were is that everytime she appears in it... She is always happy...she is always smiling. She keeps on running back to me with a smile. She somewhat seem like she was mine. Some people say, this is basically normal because in a dream, that is how we would have wanted how things to go. In a dream, that is how we wanted things to be but then what happens in reality is the total opposite. Some say this is the effect of being regretful about things u have done. Ure not happy with somethings in ure life. So in ure dream, u want it to be as perfect as possible. That is why its called a dream. Although, sometimes I do think to myself...will a dream remain as just a dream? People normally say, u can make ure dream a reality. I do believe that too. But somehow, life kinda have their own twist and turns to make it seem difficult for u. Somehow I feel like there is no way things would have gone the way wanted it too just like in my dreams. Coz as for now, I am with another girl. Yes, I do care for her n I also love her. She cares for me too. So...I kinda wanna ask these questions to myself... Will my dream remain just a dream? Or does Allah have plans for me? What is He planning? Of course I have no way of knowing till it actually happens. But still...these kinds of things make me wonder...make me think....
Well... I dont know what else to say actually. I've said what I wanted to say. I hope to any readers that are reading my post...please dont judge me. Maybe say something helpful...tell me what u think? Whats ure opinion in this? Assuming there are any readers...well, no harm done being optimistic right. =)
Thnx again for anyone who leaves a reply or even reads my post.
